I promised myself I wouldn't make the same mistake all over again. You'd think I'd learn from past experiences. What am I supposed to do when it's all over? I'm such an idiot. I told Brianna, "If I ever do that again, please promise me you'll kick me in the face." Because the after feeling is horrible. It's not like I can talk about it. And I really think it's worse than ever now. But then again, it's one of things that heal with time right? But what if it's there forever? What if it's not meant to heal? I haven't fully recovered from the before's? How can there be an after? I don't know what I'm saying anymore? Maybe it's one of those happenings that a occur with a reason, we'll see in 580...
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