You and Me.

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

"You better unbuild it"

I promised myself I wouldn't make the same mistake all over again. You'd think I'd learn from past experiences. What am I supposed to do when it's all over? I'm such an idiot. I told Brianna, "If I ever do that again, please promise me you'll kick me in the face." Because the after feeling is horrible. It's not like I can talk about it. And I really think it's worse than ever now. But then again, it's one of things that heal with time right? But what if it's there forever? What if it's not meant to heal? I haven't fully recovered from the before's? How can there be an after? I don't know what I'm saying anymore? Maybe it's one of those happenings that a occur with a reason, we'll see in 580...

Mango Tree~

I wish I had a mango tree
In my backyard
With you standin next to me
Take the picture
From her lips I heard her say
Can I have you
Caught up on what to say
I said you do

I said you do
I said you do

Through my eyes I can see
A shooting star
Weavn its way across the sea
Somewhere from mars
Down the street we would run
To scratch our names in the path
Young and free in the sun
Wheels upon the tar
I said you do
I said you do
I said you do
I said you do

Last football game :(

Lancer

So not too long ago, it was my very last football game, the very last time I sang peel the bannana and the orange. AND NOW STOP! And let the color guard do it! The very last time I'll sing the fight song. I always took sitting in the bleechers with band during football games for granted. I absolutley loved it though. Waving my palm palms every where. Screaming like a maniac. And standing up to groove along with a stand tune every time our football team made a touch down. I will never forget the horse, ESPN, fight song, do what you want to, cadence, and hey baby<3 I will never ever forget having to bother a band mom when ever I wanted to use the restroom... Yelling hey guard from across the bleachers :) I will never forget walking across the feild with my mom during this night, senior night and having everyone cheer when they announced my name. I love absolutely love band. I'm going to miss you SO MUCH</3

Someone Like You~

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

 So NHS
Inductions were UGHHHHH-SUMMMM!!! I took pictures of everyone, my best frind Laura and I stood along with Zack and Adam in the door way and handed out the programs, I looked through it and saw my moms add hahhaa.. It helped me get 3 points. Can't wait untill December for my "love letter." The induction finally sarted and we closed the doors. To our unfortunate luck though a woman and her two grandchildren were making a bunch of noise. The kids atleast, Laura asked politely if she could stand outside. That didn't help much. Mrs. Hagin made some faces and we laughed, those kids were pretty loud. I ended up missing practice and heck yeah did i regret it. Laura took some photos of the inductee's. Which I ended up deleting but here's what's left :)

After the NHS Inductions Laura and I were on our way to Gorod's where they sell mexican style burgers. They are pretty unique in that they put pine apple and chips and all kinds of crazy sauces in them. And the manage to taste amazing. Like anything I've ever tasted before. We walked in and I noticed a young group of people who sat down at a table. There was a good looking guy sitting along with them too he managed to glance at me everyone once and a while. My Best Friend Laura forgot her wallet and credit card so of course we ran back home and then to the grocery store to buy her mom some cuban bread and then back to Gordo's it was. These people were STILL there when we walked in. And the crazy part is that they stiilllll hadn't eaten anything which I thought was pretty weird. But anyways luckily, we ordered our food. Two Gordo burgers without pine apple ... and Laura ordered without tomatoe. I got a sprite, because I feel as if drinking caffeine would be dentrimental to the word of wisdom. I devoured mine in 2.5 seconds. It was delicious. And from time to time this guy wouldn't stop creepin'. Laura  agree'd on his good looks. And finally when we finished we threw everything away and walked hurriedly out of the restaurant because we noticed these people got up at the exact same time. When we got to the parking lot they had followed us and of course what a coincidence they parked directly in front of our car! It was hillarious. As we pulled out the parking spot this guy and his friends literally stare us down. I waved because it was just too funny. Untill he signals us to stop with his hand. That's when it got wierd. Laura stopped of course and pulls down the window. He pulls out a napkin and hands it right across from Laura to me. I said thank you... becuase I honestly didn't no what else to say, and as I peeked through the napkin I saw a number. His name was Patrick. I texted him and well when he showed me his Facebook that's when I realized me and Laura must have been drunk off of Gordo burgers that night 'cause this dude was not handsome at all. And he's not even my type, my friends always tell me and it's true. I like white boys. And this kid unfortuntley isn't. He always texts and I need to get rid of him. ASAP!!!!!!!!!!

So a longgg longgg time ago when dinosaur's inhabited the earth... Well actually not that long ago. But it was a couple of weeks back. It was a Sunday I remember, and of course it was probably 10pm and I hadn't even started my homework. You've got your number one procrastinater right here. But anyways, it was raining and thundering like crazy. My dog Haverhill was shooken up about the whole thing and I'm casually on my computer avoiding homework like I said. Brianna and Mike were on the phone with me as well. Mike never fails to call at a late time. He lives in California so its always difficult becuase of the time difference to have a conversation at all. I hanged up on them instantly though, neither of us were talking and I needed to finish what I had been doing so that I could begin my pre-calc homework... And suddenly the lights in my house flickered on and off. It happened about twice or three times. I was freaking the heck out. I'm not the one to be afraid of the dark or anything. But with a rapist let loose around my neighborhood I had built up the image of him creeping up beside me in the dark. I don't know why, I've watched a couple of scary movies in my life unfortunatley. And there was a moment where the lights didn't flicker back on and that's when my heart started racing. I was all alone. I started screaming for help like a lunatic. "MOM!" I called for here quite a lot of times. Too many too count with my fingers and toes. That's when she finally responded, "I ain't getting up you come over here!" She was laying in bed and my dog Haverhill was there along with her. I got up and went to her room. "Thanks alot", I replied when I opened the door. My mother always failed me, it's a good thing I've never actually been in any real life troubles.

The screen lit up and the chitter chatter lessend. Some of them reached into their pockets and turned off their phones...To the side of me a small family with a little young boy walked up the stairs. They scanned the iles of chairs, searching for a spot most suitable to sit at. They came through the row right behind me now and to my unfortunate luck they sat right behind me. They took their seat all at once when suddenly, the child starts histericaly screaming. I turn around and am startled at the sight of popcorn all over the ground and chairs. The smell of butter fills the air and calms me down a bit. I turn back around and stare at my lap. The tub of popcorn that was overly priced at $7.99 was warm and I took a hand full of popcorn as it sat on me. I grabbed the container by it's sides with the other hand and turned around, both parents looked at me. I handed them my popcorn hurriedly before I had the chance to regret anything.

Every marching band's biggest dream is to make inside of the tropicana dome, where the Florida Marching Band Championships take place. But you must want it, and desire it most out of all things. It takes dedication, passion, and a whole lot of practice to make it here. And heck yeah we have the potential. My marching band director Mr. Jay thinks so, of course it's all on us. Every one in the band has to want it, they have to feel it. And the color guard has got to get it! :)

It's a constant struggle to be the best you can be, and making it there is totally worth it. We've just finished our entire show, and the band doesn't sound too bad just some parts on individual music... the color guard needs to perform more, some members just haven't realized yet that you can't just look lost, you must perform to an audience...

They forget though, you constantly have to remind them. LOOK UP! SMILE! It's aggravating, If only they wanted it as badly as some of the others.