Not having control over anything is weird.

Yesterday was probably one of the craziest days of my life. I don't mean this in a good way either... I went to work at 9am. That usually never happens because I've been working night shifts at Ross for the past 6 months. So I had to adjust quickly and I didn't do to bad either... I finished 2 and a half boxes and well there were many more left... after work I ran out of the store so I wouldn't have to take a lunch break. On my way home I called Pauleen my old Color Guard Instructor, she had texted me the night before to talk about a job opportunity. Yes, you've heard correct a job opportunity! My high school needs another techinician. I will be teaching. Anyone who knows me knows that I've always wanted to do this. And l would be working close to home. I am excited. There are other things I need to worry about... but I'll discuss that later. I was on my way to school to pick up my friend Raiza, she's actually going to be sleeping over all weekend for camping trip on Monday and Tuesday. I am excited for that too. But more things came up through out the day... I found out that Raiza and Nick were dating which was extremely surprising. Then I found out that one of our friends was well... he was into the same sex. I had had my suspicions but I had never brought it up. Because those types of things aren't the kind of things you just ask out loud. Especially in large groups of people. Then a bomb came rushing down to earth when I found out my friend Gabriel wasn't even going to come camping with us. And the remainder of the night was like a roller coaster. I had my friend Gabe being overly sensitive about him and a frienship he had with someon else. Sometimes unfortunatley I just wish people would move on. It's important in life to not let others come inbetween the way of your happiness. You can't let outhers control you. And my friend was trying to do too much avoiding. It's not healthy. I stayed up very late reading "A Fault In Our Starts." Reading seems to make every pain, and every weird thing going on your life go away. It's a magical and amazing thing.
Reading is truly awesome.