<p>I've decided theres something missing in my life and I'm going to do something about it. During my years of high school I used to do something that I loved with all of my heart, something that meant the world to me. But I'm honestly not the same person without it... I miss doing marching band! I miss being a part of the Color Guard, doing things that made me happy. Being a part of a group that meant so much to me. I'm not sure what the fau band is like, but if they're anything like John I's Band, I'll be very excited. Try outs were on the 30th of March, but I wasn't able to make it... I looked online and I have to make up my own routine and stuff, I'm not sure how I feel about that. But if it means being a part of the FAU marching band, then I got dis! Heavenly father knows how nostalgic I get when I watch my old band videos. He knows everything. He knows that Color Guard is literally a lifestyle. It was my first religion before i became a Mormon. And I haven't practiced it for an entire year. How does that feel? I'm dying inside, that's how it feels! But what can't I wait for? The moment for me to perform infront of the entire university. Then will I feel complete. Because only someone who's done colorguard before understands the feelings you get before a performance. And only a true color guard member will ever understand the satisfying feel you recieve after giving your heart out to an entire group of uncalculable amounts of people. The feeling after a performance is everything. This is why I LOVE COLOR GUARD.<3
March 30, 2013
Things just aren't the same anymore.
So on thursday I was very lucky! Why you ask? Because at school every two weeks some people come and sell plants and fruits, and all matter of things. Everytime they come though they leave as soon as I go to purchase something... finally I went on Thursday and there they were packing everything they had brought... I bought two lovely plants. What kind of plants are they? In all honesty I have no idea... maybe Yusimi would know, but anyways they were beautiful! And I had made it on time just before they left... the plants weren't too expensive either... one of them was 6 dollars and the other was 12... they were pretty big and If I had gone to Home Depot I wouldn't have gotten such a great bargain! So my plants are outside now, I absolutely positively love them! There they are, this is what I have so far... to start off my plants collection! LONG LIVE THE PLANTS! :)
March 19, 2013
So last Wednesday I was able to spend some spare of time with my best fruend Brianna for her Birthday, I had a great time, we watched a really nice movie and we were able to eat some froyo, yum<3 but what I want ti make a goal is that for my next birthday in October I would like to buy myself a very nice dress from Anthropologie :)
And if that doesn't happen that atleast once during my lifetime will i buy myself one of these lovely, one of a kind, unfortunately very expensive dresses! ATLEAST ONCE!
Sometimes...
So I took my biology exam on Tuesday, and I'm very sure I've never studied so hard for an exam ever. Last exam didn't go quite so well. A 42% wasn't going to cut, not even for the unbrightest of students. I studied a lot though, I understand the cell along with each type, the structure if its organelles and its function, metabolism, enzyme activity, the plasma membrane, cellular respiration. And if that wasn't enough it also covered photosynthesis . So i took the weekend, monday night and friday as the time to either make or break my exam grade... although I feel confident the grades aren't up yet, and I'm not sure how I feel... we'll see.
So the grades are finally up and they were posted on Tuesday after class of course Doctor Frazier told us during class that the grades had been put up and all of us were freaking out sitting there before the lecture had started finally we got out of class I logged on to Blackboard, hands shaking, feet trembling, and my heart beating. I was standing there as they checked my grade heartbroken only to find out that my grade was a 52 percent not only had i failed the exam but I had wasted my spring break...
It's Tuesday now, and yesterday I found out what my grade was I got into biology lifeline and right as I came in to sign in I heard from Alvaro and raiza that our grades had been changed and that all of them were incorrect, I realized that I had not only second guessed myself but I knew that the Lord my God lives yet again, because I had prayed so much and because he has given me the strength to study the amount that I had. If there is anyone out there who lacks wisdom let him ask God for he truly does live and loves children, He will do anything so that they may be happy. Thank you...
