April 30, 2012

I can't believe it's been half a year since I was baptized. I cannot believe it<3
Brianna just posted this on my wall on Facebook. I couldn't read it without breaking down...
Becoming a Mormon is the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life...

Mr. Valdez

Today was teacher take over day :D
It was very interesting.
I love Mr. Valdez's 1st hour because all the Spanish academy students are in there...
I love those kids, I was very comfortable and they all know me.
We learned Substantivos Relativos y Clausulas... something like that haha
Anyways we read from their text book and did Practice A
Then there was 2nd hour where I only knew about two kids :)
It was alright, I made jokes and had fun. Being a teacher might be horrible at times, but I'm sure many people love what they do.
Then it came down to Mr. Valdez's third hour. DUN DUN DUN. Lol all the bad kids are in there.
Including dank face Roberto.
I was shaking inside. and out when It came to the moment of truth, It went smooth though
I made jokes :)
and I almost taught
Roberto and I made contact a couple of times.
And he kept trying to stare at me secretly
He's a creep hah
Mr. Valdez is short and hillarious.
I'm not affraid of public speaking... I already know this
and well life's good..
This weird kid Jose was also in the class.. he looked crazy and asked a lot of questions. Laura came in the class also, and showed me the cords :) They look beautiful. I can't wait for graduation! :D ahh
Angel ditched me half way throught the class, it's alright
And some wierdo kept yelling Chris's name at Laura. You bet it was annoying
I was complimented on my hair<3
I really don't want to cut it
I went to Parra's for 5th hour... We all said jokes hahhaha
And Brian. Welll he's just Brian. He told me I looked Pretty... It's whatever.
I FINALLY BOUGHT MY PROM TICKET. wooo
Now I need a dress!!!!
Life Challenge #2456
haha :)
Well... I wen to Donnellys class during 6th hour
And then left to Perez's where I fell on my a**
That was SO  embarrassing!
Don't run in heels. EVER.
oh and I went to Mr. J's class, I saw Sean and met up with him in Corey's class. Everyday he does something that makes me like him less... oh well.


I love The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Siants and this Sunday it being easter and all I had never truly known why it was related to christ till today. Kind of sad I know Haha But I was blessed with the opportunuity of bringing Jamie to church along with me.

Jamie goes to school with me and she is a wonderful friend. She's innocent and humble. And you know what else? She has a broken heart and a contrite spirit. Today at church Sister Rosebrough was speaking about sacrifice and well she was filled with the sprirt. You could see it in the way she spoke and everything. She even shed a couple of tears at the end. Jamie ended up asking me if everyone cried at church when they spoke haha, I told her that today was a special day and that not usually haha, At the end of the day on our ride home though she told me that seeing them cry and getting so emotional while they spoke really showed the truth in what they spoke. It touched me how this gospel is true and it can touch anyone. ANYONE. I still look forward to the day I serve a mission. And the day I recieve my patriarchal blessing... Jamie was so comfortable at church she greeted everyone. Helped me out with the programs, she shook everyones hands and she listened very closely to everyone who spoke. She even sang with me! I messed up a couple of times because we decided to sing something new that I'd never sang before in my whole entire life haha, and of course one of the only few people who knew what they were singing were the missionaries. Sunday school was alright, all the boys were being disruptive as usual and Brother Mckalpine has control over no one! But anyways we read a couple of scriptures and finally what I had been waiting for all day had finally come, YOUNG WOMANS BABY! You already know I'm going to miss all of these girls like crazy but Jamie was laughing at everything, she fit right in. And the talk was perfect. Sister Cano did a really great job she even shared some person information on how her father wasn't always there while she was growing up, we spoke about families and how we can get to know our father and mother better. I liked it a lot because it made me realiaze that I need to learn more things about my parents and I need to spend more time with them... We read some scriptures and sang, I said the opening prayer, and we did the theme. Our good news moment! I ended up giving Jamie a Book of Mormon.. I wrote my testimony in it... She hadn't read it untill she got home but this is what she said:

"Thank you for the note you left me! There should be more people like you in the world."

This means a lot to me, the gospel and bringing people unto it has become a great part of my life...

Brianna and I have made a bet

I give Jamie a month, she gives her 2 and Donald gives her 5 weeks haha :)

I'll be showing you this post Jamie, on the day of your baptism!

April 24, 2012


ONE DIRECTION:

[Verse 1]
[Liam]

You're insecure,
Don't know what for,
You're turning heads when you walk through the door,
Don't need make-up,
To cover up,
Being the way that you are is enough,

[Bridge]
[Harry]
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,

[Chorus]
[All]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful

[Verse 2]
[Zayn]
So c-come on,
You got it wrong,
To prove I'm right,
I put it in a song,
I don't know why,
You're being shy,
And turn away when I look into your eye eye eyes,

[Bridge]
[Harry]
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,

[Chorus]
[All]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful

Na Na Na Na Na Na Naaa,
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na [x2]

[Middle 8]
[Harry]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,

[Chorus]
[All]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful (

[Zayn:] Oh),
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately ([Harry:] Desperately),
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,

[Harry]
That's what makes you beautiful

April 16, 2012

I've been singing this a lot, it makes me feel good.


1. We are all enlisted till the conflict is o’er;
Happy are we! Happy are we!
Soldiers in the army, there’s a bright crown in store;
We shall win and wear it by and by.
Haste to the battle, quick to the field;
Truth is our helmet, buckler, and shield.
Stand by our colors; proudly they wave!
We’re joyfully, joyfully marching to our home.

[Chorus]
We are all enlisted till the conflict is o’er;
Happy are we! Happy are we!
Soldiers in the army, there’s a bright crown in store;
We shall win and wear it by and by.

2. Hark! the sound of battle sounding loudly and clear;
Come join the ranks! Come join the ranks!
We are waiting now for soldiers; who’ll volunteer?
Rally round the standard of the cross.
Hark! ’tis our Captain calls you today;
Lose not a moment, make no delay!
Fight for our Savior; come, come away!
We’re joyfully, joyfully marching to our home.

3. Fighting for a kingdom, and the world is our foe;
Happy are we! Happy are we!
Glad to join the army, we will sing as we go;
We shall gain the vict’ry by and by.
Dangers may gather—why should we fear?
Jesus, our Leader, ever is near.
He will protect us, comfort, and cheer.
We’re joyfully, joyfully marching to our home.

April 5, 2012

Saving this...

I may not always know what im doing but ill try to make things better - I promise ill ask for your help - I cant do this alone - but if you'll take a chance on me we can do great things together - I promise if you believe in me ill find the courage to reach for your every dream. :)

April 4, 2012

Words may sting, but silence breaks the heart.

Remember that kid I was telling your about? That asked for your number? Well he asked me about you today again! This nigguh is INTERESTED. Lol.

My bestfriend's have got my back! Even if they post a bunch of lie's on my wall :)
Roberto and I don't speak anymore. I don't regret anything with him. I gave it my all. And it was him in the end that messed everything up. I fell for someone, and now I'm getting back up.. slowly but I'll be up before you know it.... And he was young. He was so young that he didn't know what he wanted. He stopped talking to me. And it's been three days now. I know he won't speak to me ever again. I kind of wish I knew why all of this was happening but I don't. I texted him today. and nothing. and I called him. I give up. I've given up on love .And for the first time in my life i fought for it. Usually I'm the one who ends things in relationships. Well Roberto I fought for you. I got attached I'm not going to lie. It's okay though. Because after this life goes on. I had plans for you and I, but it's okay... you didn't know how to dance anyways hahaha


Well I guess this is it...
There's not much more to say. I think I can forget this... It's not like I see him at school too often
I won't get any texts or calls from him so that won't be too much reminding. I don't play soccer. So it's all good. And if I can ever give anyone any type of advice with guys it's that you can't get too attached because then this will happen. but hey! It was nice while it lasted. No regrets! THIS HAPPENED FOR A REASON. I guess there's some hot guy at college who I'm meant for?
Tequiero without any spaces

Uh oh

It's time to blog because the world just isn't the same without my thoughts on here...
Or something like that
I want to talk about boys and how for some reason I thought I knew how to distinguish their every move, or atleast I knew the way they think. The day I understand boys is the day I can have a serious relationship. Or something like that...
Thanks to Rosy I'm talking to someone right now, and they're pretty special. But talking to this young man feels like talking to a young woman on her preiod. or just some bipolar freakazoid as I call it. Roberto can be happy one day and upset the next, I surely won't be posting my blog on Facebook anymore I don't want him to read this, but I had plans and well Rosy told me something crazy the other day. She told me that Roberto would get bored in his relationships. GET BORED. Yesterday he thought he was the funniest person on this earth and pulled what I called the best April fools of all time, well he surely fooled me.... he texted me. He texted me something that I would have never thought would have affected me so greatly. He said something like: Hey we can't talk anymore I don't have feelings for you. Something along those lines. LET ME TELL YOU I almost S****** myself. then he goes on with APRIL FOOLS. This niggah almost gave me a heart attack. I've gotten way too atatched. And in the past couple of days he's gotten bored. He texts with periods at the end of all sentences. all of this nonsense. Idk what to think anymore but has he gotten bored with me? I don't consider myself boring :/ Anyways I'm all confused about boys. and I need to do something about this. I don't want to stop talking to him. He makes me happy. He really does. I guess I'm just overreacting.
That is what us girls do, right?

April 3, 2012

Somebody that I used to know...




 
[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

 

April 2, 2012

50 THINGS I'D LIKE TO ACCOMPLISH DURING MY LIFETIME

So a long long time ago I had this list with a bunch of funny things that were somewhat serious and dumb that I wanted to accomplish during my lifetime. and because I lost it, and I have wonderful memory I've decided to rewrite it,  and well these are very embarrassing so stop right now. DO NOT READ ON.
  1. Become an astronaut
  2. Visit the moon and collect moon sand
  3. Meet spongebob Squarepants
  4. Purchase a bunch of fake tattoos and stick them all over my body
  5. get grillz
  6. Get a driver's license
  7. Become validvictorian
  8. Get a cellphone
  9. Get a tattoo
  10. get the lower lip piercing i've always wanted
  11. Find you
  12. Live on a farm with a bunch of animlas I saved
  13. Get a bus driver's license
  14. Straighten my nipple hairs
  15. Have a great collection of nickies
  16. Have an ipod
  17. Take 15 pictures
  18. Buy a nice technological watch that tells standard eastern time
  19. Take a shower everyday
  20. Let my toe nails grow
  21. Learn how to surf
  22. Become a tennis player
  23. Repay my parents all the money I owe them may it be their properties and such. etc
  24. Learn how to dance salsa
  25. Bring my family from Cuba to live here
  26. Get baptized
  27. Graduate high school
  28. perform in the dome
  29. Find a date to the prom
  30. N da pickles
  31. never blurr out what lexy means!
  32. Win the lottery
  33. Make Raquel my personal cheff
  34. Graduate highschool with a 3.6/7 gpa
  35. Become 130 pounds
  36. know what I want to be when I grow up
  37. Get a pet
  38. Become president of the UNITED STATES
  39. Become president of Cuba
  40. Own an animal shelter
  41. Get lasic hair removal surgery
  42. get laisc eye surgery
  43. Own a boat
  44. Become famous on youtube
  45. Cannon eos T2i
  46. Get married
  47. Have lot's of kids like my mother didn't have
  48. Become a pilot
  49. Loose my fear of heights
  50. Get rid of all my sickenesses
These are all stupid and embarrassing I created this list in the 8th grade or something like that
. Haha memories <3

GOALS

Lately I haven't been doing what I love a lot, I haven't been setting goals and accomplishing them. So it's done. I am setting goals and I am accomplishing them.

one of the goals I had was to give Mrs. Bingham a BOM, all that's left now is to wrap it and hand it to her.
Anything can happen, she can think I'm a weirdo and judge me. Idc all I know is that I did the right thing. The spirit is telling me it's the right thing. So heck with it! What do I've got to lose?
Another thing is that I promised myself is that I'd lose weight. Because I'd like to feel better about myself. I want to feel happy with myself. and my body. <3
Best believe I'm funna go to the gym, I thought I'd go to Youfit like I always had but today Gelzon told me that you can have a 5 person membership at ymca for 13 dollars a month. Guess who's getting a membership??!?!?! THIS CHICK RIGHT HUR.
I have other goals. And those will go on the following post :)